He sees her living a life of feigned happiness and satisfaction, knowing she is incomplete. He knows she is as lost as he, yet there is nothing for it. He knows she’s a good person and punishes herself like no other could for finding something that was beautiful and precious and “oh so wrong”. He would give her the moon but she would have nowhere to put it.
She watches him, watching her. It’s a form of communication without words, without breaking those rules that the world has imposed on her life and his. Her head knows but her heart is ripped and has always spoken so much more loudly. Now that voice is a wailing cry of one wounded and abandoned on a battlefield no one else is supposed to know exists, no one to know she needs help but the one that she can’t reach out to.
They knew their life together came with an expiration date. No happy ending. Not even simply an ending, just lives divided by glass where breath and touch and completion can never be had, just seen enough to long for in a way that defeats all reason and tops all the physical pains they’ve ever known. The glass is cold and, though it has no edges, it cuts them continually, but cannot sever what was and still very much is.
He wishes he could reorder the universe so that he could have her.
She fears any change in what she spent her life building. Her universe must remain constant.
He will always bow to her desires, even if they leave them both cold and cut, bleeding on the glass just so the stains can overlap like fingerprints on a book cover.
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